"YEAH ESOK RAYE............"

Yes! today marks the end of Ramadan and the start of Syawal. I thought this year would be just like any other year.

I was wrong.

During the last day of breaking fast this ramadan, I feel a little that sumthings was not right. I felt uneasy. So the family eat like we always does. But when the "takbir" is played on the radio, my heart sank. My eyes became watery.I seriously cried. From that i just realise that leaving Ramadan is a sad sad experience. I realised that i was having so much "fun" and i didnt care to think about the poor and misfortune. The "takbir" somehow have made me realised i have conqured my own self-greed, lust, intense desire during this ramadan. I was really humbled by God greatness today.

Ramadan and Syawal are two months that comes in a bundle. People always look forward to Syawal, but they neglect Ramadan. Even so whats done is done. We look forward to the next Ramadan. May God give me a chance to see the next one. InsyaAllah

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.



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