mok throwing tantrums

Was damn bored so i decided to bore you guys with a post..Well,firstly,i would like to apologize to whom i have troubled so many times during my crisis period..i noe tat sumtyms you guys dun wanna hear my story and all,but at least u guys hung on and listen..so i really appreciate that..cos i wud do the same too..cos sumtyms i juz need sum1 to talk to..share problems with and ease my mind with..when i talk to u guys,at least i noe tat ure all supporting me..you guys give me strength to continue the quest..you guys give me courage to suck it up and face her..well,ure suffering has ended..i wun bother u guys anymore on this..cos my journey of infatuation has ended..i cant deny that my heart still longs to her..there's juz sumthing abt her..but i cant put my finger on it..is it her looks?her cuteness?her smile?i dunno..its just attracting me to her like a magnet..obviously,she doesnt feel the same..and its not her fault..we started out on the worst note..and from there it deteriorated..well,at least,i'm not emo after all this happened..at least i'm not cutting myself up expecting pity from her..at least i'm not scolding vulgarities to everyone i see..at least i'm not robbing banks..well,life has to go on.. in fact i've started another journey on my own..i'll continue excercising..at first,i was doing it for her..but i guess it's gonna benefit me instead..i noe in ur hearts u guys will say,"alah,tak yah excercise lah,buang mase jer..dah excercise pon makan jugak"..dats wad my parents say..feel lyk sticking a finger up to their faces sumtyms..i need support..i need encouragement..well,when i'm fit in the near future,i'm gonna prove to those hu doubted me..den maybe when i'm leaner den will i get the girl of my dreams..umaga!! lol

p.s.: wish i cud turn back time and start it all over again


-MoK-