YOU WERE 24 YEARS OLD LAST YEAR.
YOU BOUGHT A SUBARU IMPREZA BANTOT, RED PLATE.
WHEN I FIRST SAW THE CAR, I KNEW, IT'S ONE OF YOUR ANGKAT BUAH TACTICS THAT MADE MOM AGREE TO PAY IT WITH U 50-50. BUT I SHUT MY GAP COS
ITU ANTARA KAU DENGAN MAK.WHEN I FIRST SAW THE CAR TOO, I KNEW, YOU'RE GONNA COCK UP. IN A MATTER OF TIME. NOT COCK UP YOURSELF, BUT COCK UP YOUR WHOLE GODDAMN FAMILY, EVEN YOUR BROTHERS. EMOTIONALLY, PHYSICALLY, FINANCIALLY.
AND THE TIME HAS ARRIVED.
EMOTIONALLY: WE THOUGHT YOU WERE BECOMING SUCCESSFUL, BUT NOT.
PHYSICALLY: YOU MADE MOM MAKE US CLEAN YOUR GODDAMN CAR AND CLEAR ALL THE LEAVES.
FINANCIALLY: AND THIS YEAR, YOU TAKE AWAY OUR MONEY.
THIS GODDAMN YEAR, YOU TURN 25. KNOWING THAT YOU WERE BAD ASS BLACK METAL / GORE / SCREAM SHIT / DEATH / MELODIC / SLIPKNOT / MARILYN MANSON WANNABE BACK THEN, YOU FINALLY MADE REALISATIONS THAT YOU SHOULD WAKE UP YOUR BLOODY IDEA AND START UPGRADING YOURSELF.
YOU FINALLY REALISED YOU SHOULD LEARN TO WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR RICEBOWL.
YOU FINALLY REALISED THAT THERE'S NO ONE TO DOTE ON YOU EVER SINCE NENEK PASSED AWAY.
YOU REALISED YOU SHOULD STOP BEING ABANG-ABANG LOBANG ACT COOL AND CAN ATTRACT CHICKS, FLINGS, SCANDALS, OR WHATEVS.
YOU REALISED THAT YOU'RE NO LONGER ANY YOUNGER.
IN THE 1980s, PEOPLE IN YOUR AGE GOT MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS ALREADY. BUILDING LIVES HAPPILY. IN COMFORT OR NOT.
AND NOW WAT......
YOU NEED A LAPTOP? LAPTOP? LAPTOP? LAPTOP? LAPTOP?
YOU JOLLY WELL KNEW YOU'RE GONNA START SCHOOLING AGAIN THIS YEAR, WHY IN THE HECK DIDN'T YOU SAVE UP SLOWLY EVERY MONTH??
YOU COULD'VE SAVED $150 PER MONTH FOR AT LEAST A FEW MONTHS AND GET YOUR BLOODY LAPTOP. YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO THINK OF GETTING IT FROM COURTS!!!
PASAL TU, MAK KESIANKAN KAU!! OR RATHER.. MOM DOTES ON YOU!!
MAK KESIANKAN KAU, SAMPAI TAK KESIAN KAN ADEK!!YOU THINK HE EARN A LOT IS IT? HE'S LIKE A POOR STATUE HEATING UP HIS BUTT EVERY WEEKENDS SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS IN THAT BLOODY STUDIO JUST TO GET PAID $60 PER DAY.
PER DAY OKAY! 12 HOURS PER DAY! NO JOKE!!
HIS FEW MONTHS WORTH OF PAY GONNA BE BURNT JUST LIKE THAT! *SNAP*
YOU THINK SITTING IN A JAMMING STUDIO IS AN EASY JOB?? GOT THINK OF THE PEOPLE HE HAS TO DEAL WITH?? FUSSY MUSICIANS?? SCREWED UP INSTRUMENTS?? ACCOUNTING?? CASH SECURITY??
AND ESPECIALLY DEALING WITH DARK-MUSIC MUSICIAN WANNABES LIKE YOU.
YA I KNOW HE DON'T MIND BECAUSE HE DON'T DARE SAY A WORD WHEN MUM TRIES TO TALK TO HIM NICELY THAT ......
A 25 YEAR OLD DAH-MISKIN-TAPI-NAK-BERGAYA PERSON, IS TAKING A STUDENT'S HARD EARNED PAY WHICH HE DIDN'T EVEN GET A CHANCE TO TASTE IT.
HE'S STILL A TEENAGER!! NAK JUGAK BUDAK TU RASA DUIT DIER PE!! TAKDE HATI PEROT KE??
HATI KAU KAT PEROT?? PATOT AH MAKIN BONCHET!!
AND YOU'RE NOT EVEN TAKING A BLOODY DIPLOMA OR A DEGREE!!
WAT THE HECK, ITE??!?!? U NEED LAPTOP FOR ITE??!?!?
ARE YOU JACKING MY ASS OR WHAT?? ARE YOU A JACKASS?? YES YOU ARE!!
WAT THE FUCK. WE DON'T NEED ANY LAPTOPS IN ITE!!!!!! IT'S NOT A REQUIREMENT!!
HIGHER NITEC CERT DOES NOT REQUIRE YOU ANY LAPTOPS. JUST NOTES AND WRITING PAPERS.
AND HIGHER NITEC IS NOT ENTIRELY PROJECT BASED. THEORY ALSO CARRIES HEAVY WEIGHTAGE. STOP TRYING TO BULLSHIT WITH ME. I'VE ADVANCE AND WENT THRU HIGHER NITEC, WHILE U DON'T EVEN HAVE AN IDEA WHAT THE HECK IS HIGHER NITEC.
IT'S WITHIN SELF, IF YOU CAN'T EVEN PASS HIGHER NITEC MEANS YOU BELONG TO THE MENTALLY-IMPAIRED COMMUNITY. IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF LAPTOP PLEASE.
BESIDES, MY SCHOOL FEES IN ITE WAS ONLY $20 PER SEMESTER!!!
AND AND AND AND..
WHAT'S A LAPTOP?? I DIDN'T NEED IT WHEN I WAS IN ITE!!
AND I STILL GOT MYSELF ENOUGH GRADES TO LAND A PLACE IN POLY.
AND BY THE WAY,
COURSE APE KAU AMEK??
CYBER SECURITY??
FINANCIAL PLANNNER COURSE??
VISUAL DESIGN??
MEDIA APOCALYPSO??
MOVIE MAKING COURSE??
COURSE VIDEO VIDEO??
MUSIC PRODUCT PLACING??
WEDDING PLANNER COURSE??
WEB DESIGN COURSE??
INFORMATION TECHTONIC??
ANGKAT BUAH COURSE??
COURSE YANG KAU NAK TUNTUT NI BOLEH JAMIN MASA DEPAN? COURSE NI BOLEH JAMIN YANG KAU AKAN JAGA MAK SAMPAI HARI TUA? COURSE NI BOLEH JAMIN YANG GAJI KAU AKAN BOM DAN KAU TAK AKAN SUSAHKAN MAK DAN ADEK-ADEK KAU? APE PERANAN KAU SEBAGAI ANAK SULONG KALAU TAK HABIS DENGAN MENYUSAHKAN ORANG. YOU SHOULD BE SUPPORTING US.
GO READ UP ABOUT FAMILY STORIES, AND HOW THE ELDEST IN THE FAMILY BECOME BREADWINNERS. I'M ASHAMED TO HAVE AN ELDER BROTHER LIKE YOU.
PLEASE. IF YOU, OR YOUR SLUMDOG-MILLIONAIRE-SUCCESS-STORY SMART GIRLFRIEND IS READING THIS..... THIS IS FOR YOU TWO.
I HATE THE TWO OF YOU. YOU HIGHCLASS CREATURES.
DAH SEMPIT, DAH SUSAH, DAH LEMBAB, MASEH NAK BERGAYA. NAK BERGAYA SAMPAI BILA, SAMPAI TUA??
AMEK DUIT BUDAK KECIK. KAU BUKANNYE TAKDE KEJE, U EARN MORE THAN ENOUGH TO SUPPORT YOURSELF, YOUR CAR (WHICH MOSTLY YOU USE ALONE), CIGARETTES, CLOTHES, LUXIRIES, BILLS ..
PLEASE.
UMUR DAH 25, MASEH MACAM GINI.. KAU DAH CUKUP SUSAHKAN MAK. DULU MAK MACAM NAK PENGSAN BAYARKAN BILLS KAU BERIBU2. DARI MUDA AH DAH CAM GINI. DARI ZAMAN-ZAMAN "Y.P."
DAH SUSAHKAN MAK, SKARANG SUSAHKAN ADEK PULAK. BESOK SUSAHKAN MATAIR KAU NYE MAK.
HAH! IM BLOODY PISSED RIGHT NOW. IF YOU WANT SOMETHING, EARN IT YOUR GODDAMN SELF.
IT DOESN'T MATTER IF IT TAKES U MONTHS OR YEARS, AT LEAST IN THE END YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED.
IF I WERE YOU, KNOWING I WOULD BE SCHOOLING, I'D BE SAVING MY MONEY BIT BY BIT.
DON'T EAT, DON'T BUY CLOTHES, DON'T DATE, DON'T DRIVE. AND I'D GET WHAT I WANT.
LIKE HOW I GOT MY SQUIER. LIKE HOW I GOT MY PSP LAST TIME. THAT'S HOW I DID IT.
I SUFFERED.
SUFFERING EARLY WILL BE A BLESSING TO YOU IN CONCLUSION. WHAT A SCUMBAG.
THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T LISTEN TO YOUR STUPID ADVICE LAST TIME WHEN YOU TOLD ME TO RETAKE MY O LEVEL. I DIDN'T WANNA BE A NUTCASE LIKE YOU.
YOU TOOK O LEVEL TWICE, AND STILL BECOME JUNKIE. GO ITE 2 TIMES, STILL DROPOUT. COME OUT NS, STILL HAVEN'T WAKE UP YOUR BLOODY IDEA.
THAT'S WHY I MOVED ON, THATS WHAT I AM, A MOVER. I LEARN FROM YOUR STUPIDITIES, I NEVER WANNA BE LIKE YOU. LUCKY I DONT HAVE SAME FEATURES AS YOU. LUCKY MY EARS ARE BIG, WHICH DIFFERENCIATES BETWEEN ME AND YOU. AND I LOOK BETTER THAN YOU (k sudah sudah).
AND IM GONNA PROVE UP TO YOUR NOSTRIL'S HAIR THAT I'M A SURVIVOR. I DON'T NEED MOM TO PACIFY ME. I'M GONNA LIVE ON MY OWN EARNINGS AND GET MY OWN RIDE. I WILL BE A PROUD OWNER OF A TWO-WHEELER, PROUD THAT I EARNED IT THRU MY HARD EARNED MONEY AND EFFORTS. I DIDN'T DEPEND NS FOR ANY VEHICULAR LICENSE LIKE YOU.
YOU CAN JOLLY WELL KISS MY SQUIER'S STRINGS OKAY.
i hope you're happy now that you're financially stable thanks to our younger bro.
and if i ever know that you play punk or dropout from PART-TIME ITE, or you use that sum of money for anything else..
say goodbye to your subaru.
say goodbye to brotherhood.
i will disown myself. i won't regard you as a brother anymore, you two-faced-mintak-kesian-tapi-tak-patot-dikesiankan cunt.
even if it makes mom cry. its because of you.
and... STOP BLAMING DAD.
don't try to blame Dad for not supporting you last time.
SMADI is the COOLEST dad ever okay.
i hope you realise..
you're 25 years old anyway.
screw you.
hafyz squier
ps: SORRY eh guys aku takde tempat lain nak vent anger.
